Mind is at rest.

• I saw the moon almost full through the skylight above me while I had a shower tonight, it felt pretty magical.
• We'll see who if anyone figures this out before.
• I feel as though you may be an excellent addition to her group. Please stay, and don't betray.
• That was good, let's try to let it happen more, because I'm trying not to feel guilty since I shouldn't really. I feel better now.
• Ohhhh tiredness.
• Christmas is approaching and gifts are coming together through surprise ideas and difficulty and planning ahead. Hurry up, delivery truck!
• You should know there's no reason to feel guilty - if the chance is there, let it pass, because you should save and work for what you need to build yourself up again. I will be here when you are too tired to keep trying for awhile.
• Sam = bagels stuck on my mind.
• I wish conversations such as these were not always left to when I want to go to bed. Sigh.
• I feel school is generally in a good place right now.
• 17 more days... And in the meantime, I'll miss you mommy and Jemmy =(

Rawr.

I am full after waiting all day for something relatively satisfying to eat. Not really full, but I feel I satisfied that initial craving my stomach had. I still don't feel I completely gave it what it wanted though.
I'm tired again, hopefully I will find it in me to Wii Fit tonight, because yesterday my weigh-in displeased me. I don't know what happened.

Already a regret.

Oh Angus Burger, I regret you everytime we meet. I should have stuck to fruit... Oh well. I shan't feel like snacking for awhile now. It should balance out. =P

Christmas gifts are coming together.
I always feel a bit strange, filling out Christmas gift ideas and buying them, because Christmas seems as though it should be so much more personal than getting enough for everyone. I make up for these feelings by making sure that my gifts are sentimental one way or another, or by knowing they will be truly appreciated by the receiver. :)

The weather continues to drag on the rain, I am impressed by how much rain is falling so frequently and continuously... FRIDAY, however, is rumored to have some actual sunshine in it! WHOA HO HO! Then rain again for the next three days after that. I'm alright with it though.

Enjoying myself.

Another nice day, but full of this unforeseen tiredness- why is there no mercy? -.- Christmas decorations are continuing to accumulate, and I am continuing to be impressed by the abilities of this new camera. Though I do have a mission for Canon - Hawai'i. Canon, we must go there, and we must photograph the wonderful fish and plants in the wonderfully blue water... And one day, we will go with our friends :). A recent watch made me think a bit, but now TP has left and I am at a loss for who to speak to about it. Wii Fit is done for the night, and I am pleased with my success on it. I can actually feel the ability of my body increasing, and my endurance is improving with strength exercises (jack knives and push-up/planks). Hopefully I'll start work on Saturday, since snowboarding is a no-go... Next weekend, though. We always have then.

Notes to self:

• Must put up miniature Christmas tree
• Must find subject for "Light" photography project
• Must add new "Focus" photos from lunch time
• Must shower before bed (a.k.a. after I am completed this blog)
• Must begin to prepare lunch and not forget to pack a decent one in the morning
• Must say good night to Mom, Jemmy, and Dad
• Must continue to love, appreciate, and learn

Good night.

La!

I haven't posted anything in a little while, so I thought I should be updating everyone on my pile of thoughts.

• I would like to thank my daddy dearly for answering my wish to see him and for giving me a new camera so we can be photographers together :)
• I'LL MISS YOU AS YOU DRIFT INTO LA LOVE LAND.
• Much happiness upon your return! I feel special that I was missed muchly!
• The yearbook is stressing me out a bit, I feel as though I am not finishing things well enough or at a quick enough pace, because now the craziness factor has been removed from my position (thank-you!), but it also leaves me feeling a bit at a loss, because I am still the go-to person - but what do I do? o.o
• Yearbook posters YAHYAH! XD
• I am impressed by Cassandra's gossip blog, she knows a lot about what's going on and who's who. :)

Thought of the morning?

I don't often wish people to leave me alone or not join me in going somewhere, but on that odd occasion, when you just want to leave and go somewhere else, how do you tell that other person in a nice way that you want to go alone, to enjoy the time for yourself?

I guess it's kind of selfish in a sense, not wanting to share in the fun, but it's really just wanting a change, so in order for that, you kind of need to leave that person or those persons... I don't know. I'm on the fence about this, I'm silly. :P

La la la..

I shan't be on the computer much today, due to visiting with beau, then dashing to another to go rock climbing for 2 hours to replace Wii Fit time lost from yesterday. However, I can still offer a weather update for those of you that know me:

Today: Rain, Saturday: Rain, Sunday: Rain, Monday: Rain, Tuesday: Mostly sunny with a chance of clouds

On that note about Tuesday, they said it would be like that today too, and that drastically changed...

Good good good.

I'm in a happy place.

• Computer is on the mend, or rather, the replacing of harddrive under warranty. And my photographs are going to be rescued.
• You no longer feel ignored, though I wish you'd share with me the things you haven't yet, it's affected your whole self, and I want to understand.
• You are my best friend, and I will always be there for you! Unless my phone doesn't get my attention, I WILL STILL TRY! Don't doubt that I will.
• I want to be your best friend, I am your best friend, but for the sake of getting along with many of your friends, you must not compare them to your main social group. We aren't involved like you are, and we want you to listen to us too, and to laugh at what we say, and we want to know you are actually appreciating us, because sometimes we don't really feel it.
• My beau, I love you so very much, thank-you for learning, and understanding, and for some of the first times ever, apologizing for something that could have affected me and how I felt. You have made my month, and I am proud to be your # 1.

Sorry for that last one, but my heart has wings at the moment, and I feel happy and confident. Maybe it was that tie and dress shirt I wore today. That will definately happen again. No Wii Fit today, but tomorrow will be 2 hours of climbing, and then saying good-bye for four days to beau. =(

MUCH LOVE.

Grade 11 Math...

Should I be afraid?

Sooo tired.

Mind dump:

• The tired slug continues to trek throughout my brain.
• eBooks, are they enjoyable? I wonder.
• Yearbook feels like it may be progressing, though we are very behind still.
• Wii Fit worked last night, hopefully tonight will be equally so.
• I am glad for you, you know who you are! Hopefully this goes smoothly :) Good job on being the man.
• One more climbing session and then I shall apply again! :)
• This website still doesn't feel user-friendly to me yet, in some senses.

LA LA LA! WILL NOT SLEEP UNTIL 10 FO SHO.

Short rant.

You both happen to be individuals, it's sometimes okay not to sound like each other.While this IS an unnecessary topic to feel flustered by, I felt I wanted to say something rather than let it bubble in my head.I often feel unnecessary frustrations, at least I can see that right? I feel that makes the fact I am annoyed a bit more rational. =)

On the Mind

On my mind today, one may find a few things:

• Stephanie's birthday!
• Photography module: 1 down, 2 almost down, 3 on the go, 4 and 5 yet to be begun.
• Christmas ideas for people are in need of creations and completions.
• Must WiiFit tonight.
• I want something besides this blog to update, such as the mini newspaper I had in grade five...
• The fear has set in efforts won't be entirely appreciated.
• End of listed thought process.
  

That's about all I can think of at the moment to list. Nobody has begun to follow me yet. I miss my laptop, I hope the pictures can be extracted from it.
Oh, my personal space bubble is ratho touch me without my consent (for hugs, looking at my clotheser sensitive if certain people intrude within it too much, this involves trying t, feeling something on me, trying to remove something from me, etc.), and leaning in my face or right up to me. I also do not particularly enjoy my things being picked up or taken without me giving permission - as many people do not. I don't want to be selfish, I'm generally a selfless person, I just wish for respect to be given to this easily avoided things.

Thus ends a long weekend.

School is back in tomorrow, but I'm okay with that. I have sweaters to wear that will keep me content, though the overheated-ness of the school is liable to drive one insane. There is an early dismissal on Thursday to look forward to but beyond that there lay no breaks until December 18, where we reach the end of school for a few weeks for Christmas break!SNOWBOARDING is definately stuck in my head, and I am eager to use my pass soon. The season will surely end too quickly, but hopefully it will be a much more successful one now that I am getting better. And NEXT year, I will be able to drive myself up to the mountain! Brady and I discovered the back seats in my future vehicle can fold down, leaving plenty of room for snowboards and gear. Huzzah!I must keep in mind my Photography projects, for I have 3 (or is it truly 4? Messed up e-mails...) that I must complete, and Ms. VO has me doing too many Yearbook assignments during my Photography block - November is officially halfway over and I have to pick up the pace (and find my camera...).I am patiently awaiting the growth of my Amaryllus, but my sister is having a lot more luck than I.HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY STEPHANIE, I hope being 16 is grand for you.

Importing 5 blogs because my URL is messed up!

I'm not a big blogger, but I do like to have something to update when I am bored. It gives me a sense of purpose and a small goal to achieve. This website was suggested to me long ago when I wanted to vent, and I never did come to it until recently. Unfortunately, I do not broadcast from my own computer, due to its unfortunate state of deterioration after less than 5 months of owning it. Toshiba - why is this happening? Did I do something to you? I hope not, because I felt no desire to harm your excellently performing self. On a less negative note, I have made it a daily ritual to use WiiFit and to snack healthier. Friends, I have discovered, hinder my healthy snacking habits, but I will change that, because when no one is around I eat well. I am also on the track to re-obtaining my nice job at Vertical Reality, and re-building my forearm and shoulder strength through climbing (hopefully) again. Although I felt bored by my job before, I realized after searching that it is truly a great place to work, and despite one source of negativity, I am often welcomed warmly. I look forward to hopefully working there again. >> Stephanie also has a birthday coming up :), she is excited, as am I. I look forward to the celebrations, and hopefully she will start studying for her test soon, since she has not had much of a head-start on her driving practice. I, on the other hand, am enjoying my driving! In approximately 201 days I am eligable to take my road test, though I must remember to book about 100 days in advance, and to take my road practice sessions often before taking my test. As for Samantha, well, I am glad that she has found a soft place for strong emotion in her current state, and look forward to more updates. I am VERY MUCH looking forward to SNOWBOARDING SEASON! Cypress has officially opened for business and my season's pass will be put to excellent use as soon as Brady is available. That's the end of the introduction.Weather for Surrey, Sunday: Rain, Monday: Rain, Tuesday: Rain, Wednesday: Mostly sunny, Thursday: Rain