I don't want the real world. I like this one.

Okay, continue if you will.

Fa la la la la, I am too scared to commit myself so I shall continue to frolic in the freedom that I have! *Dances away*

Pictures will be the demise of any solid decisions you have come to, I take many of them and see many of them and know the feeling too well... My empathy is very strong.

Don't feel that you are alone; and even if you are, I am not far.

Right-o, then.

• I suppose I am feeling a bit better in that regard, but it still happened too easily.
• THAT MOVIE WAS FANTASTIC. I don't know how a good movie is determined, but I feel that that one is fo' sho a very, very excellent one.
• I'm not really certain how I feel about any particular person in that sense anymore. It's a relieving thing but also leaves a lot of room to fluctuate away from neutral.

TO ALL OF THE YOU'S:

1. I try to list your good qualities and I always come up short. What makes me stick around?

2. You are great and I care about you very much. xD I hope we have lots of time for each other after you come home!

3. What we have is good, I don't foresee it fizzling.

4. I wonder if we're actually going to visit much once you're done with your set-up schedule. Should I be afraid of what you'll be around me?

5. My efforts to ignore what I dislike sometimes fail to exist, but I still care about you, sometimes I simply... Wish.

6. The possibility of me and you (although aforementioned person disagrees XD) seems very odd!

You can imagine that?

I find it hard to do so but if you think so, okay. XD

Alright, you. She noticed the dramatic difference in how you treat us as well. Oh well. I'll just chillax. I don't need to do anything. As I've realized, I don't feel any particular urge to be with anyone. It's naice.

The key would seem to be if things are not up to par, just throw it out the window.

• No, I don't think that. I just can't do anything to fix it without forcing myself to.
• La la la la come home sooner so we can visit!
• Nope, no we are not dating. I hope you asked that out of curiosity and not as his spy, thanks. Being with a friend a lot when I am single doesn't mean I am dating him.
• So you're gone for part of the week, EH? Wonder if you'll be missin' the Tizz while you're gone. Perhaps you'll come back not caring as much. xD
• Time passes way more slowly for you than it does for me, and her. I can't help it.
• I am sorry that I come across that way frequently, I've put out warnings that I do that.

• I hope this doesn't continue.
• Having the weight of caring about that stuff too much lifted off of my mind is fantastic. Thank-you, Harry Potter books.
• Today was a pretty good day! Despite lack of attendance at the car wash.
• Don't read into me, much.

Woooo hoooooooooooo.

• 'Twas a good few days and it was fun times.
• I MISS YOU!
• Mahh I wonder what shall happen
• It is very frustrating, seeing pictures and remembering what was. I know that we worked and it's difficult to move forward when so little time has passed. I'm sorry that I cannot take part in more with you but you aren't helping yourself by encouraging conversation...
• I must find things to occupy my brain, that don't necessarily involve you!

So..

How's that part of your life going that you don't talk about?


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You know it's bad when you accidentally start blogging in your sleep... XD

Personally, I like the blog Shelby most recently posted.

Is it bad that I just considered plugging myself in to charge my battery instead of my phone? Probably..

Blerp!

• READY FOR SOME BIRTHDAY FUN ON WEDNESDAY? YES YOU ARE! Sleepover hopefully?... And beach, WOO.
• I had a good day, thanks for being genuinely good people and making such minimal activity not stressful and also fun.
• Birthday partay thoughts are still enjoyable. ^.^ The gifts were dandy and so were all of the people that celebrated with me!
• Regarding the above, I was informed by two different people that you were acting as protector for me when he came a bit too close by the looks of things. If you were, thanks, and if you weren't, then it was a convenient coincidence.
• There are several quality aspects of your personality, but I just... Don't think I can feel that way about you. Maybe I sense that if I get too close you will end up clinging and being obsessive or something along those lines. You are great, though! A bit awkward...
• Are you okay? TALK TO ME, FRIEND! I accept whatever decision you make. It's nice to know that you probably now are able to understand eeeeverything that I felt and went through on some level. I know from experience now how you feel and I can be understanding :D. I LOVE YOU.

Bah!

• I wish I could have gone with you...!
• I'm glad that you and I are friends again!
• Is something wrong with either of you?
• Tomorrow should be fun =D
• HEY! FIVE DAYS!
• Bleh, I hope you get better :(

I am not sure how I'm feeling about anyone in that regard.

• Not sure if I could ever like you more than friend-style.
• Done with you because you're a wee bit shallow xD. I think.
• You confuse my perception of you all the time! Maybe I'm just clinging.
• I said good night to you without it feeling weird. Good stuff.
• Things could be fun but we will see how it goes when you are less blah.

Ughhhh. I don't want to feel bad right now.

Well,

I strongly, strongly like YOU!

Another excellent day.

Another sunburn (AH, I MUST USE MORE SUN PROTECTION.) but it was worth it for another good day!

Though Shelby was not able to stay for very long, I did receive my birthday gift and ah lurve it! I also had a very heartfelt good-bye with Shelby which made her short stay more worthwhile. xD

Bowling was DA BOMB. The group of people was diverse and well-balanced. This new freedom is being appreciated almost every single moment. I'm being told repeatedly how happy I seem... It feels truer now than before. I love laughing.

I am sorry, though. Maybe now you can start to gain 'closure'...

As for the regular train of thought, I think I'll just, let things settle there, chillax with people that I know are eager to spend time with me. :D

HA HA, good job. You guys had your flirt on. XD

I had a good birthday, thanks everyone :D.

Today and tomorrow WILL be LOTS of fun.

I LOVE YOU GUYS, TOO. :D

*Scratches one name off of very short list*

With no close friends out of you, I'm going to just try not to bother until I have more reason to. XD

Rahhh. Grade nine is being replicated before my eyes!


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Hey now, HEY NOWWW.

I chose to stay up that late, and I rocked sleeping on the floor, man.

ROCKED IT.

Don't feel bad. xD It was a good sleepover. I rarely stay up late to chat and ah lahked it =D

Nice that you appreciate my care but still refuse to show any yourself. No worries. All good.

I enjoyed sleeping over very much! :D


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I LIKE STUFF!

I like living here.

Sorry to make your day boring, but people are coming over and while I'm sure it would be fine if you did, this child is a problem and I don't want to have to entertain you while Josh is here. XD He is like a puppy when he comes over.

Two more days? Nooo way! I hope I pass. xD

Roar.

• Feeling a need to find a release for all of this weird energy.
• I know what I would like to do, mua ha ha.
• Road test is in TWO DAYS. Ahhh! I think I am ready, I just fear that the nerves will kick in when it comes time to actually begin the driving.
• The clouds have been very exciting to look at lately. :)
• You... You have suddenly sprung back from not seeing me and now have made it really, really clear that you want to. Ahem, calm yourself XD. You'll get your Katie fix. (Not you, Sam. :P)
• Tra la la la la.

Dang. I feel less optimistic.

I had a very good Canada Day though! It was really nice to see a couple of you. I missed you quite a bit. I'm glad that everyone enjoyed themselves. :)


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Alright. This will be a bump we're going to have to get over... Once it is possibly brought up. xD

SAMMMMM. I miss you... :P