I think of you often, there's just a disconnect right now. I also can't do it all.

You have a way of making me feel kind of crummy occasionally. xD

Hm. I've probably made myself sick.
Hm. I feel like I'm jumping the gun.
Hm. I need to relax and not be so afraid of thins being bad.
Hm. This class reeks of body spray.

I am afraid of the cycle of make, gain, lose.

I feel like I'm setting myself up for something bad. Whyyyy

I just feel like a big disappointment to myself.

Calm. Down.

It just feels so wrong.