Thursday, April 29, 2010

I already know that.
It shouldn't bother me, but sometimes it gets to me how minimal respect it feels like I get for being big-hearted :(. Or at least what I consider to be big-hearted.

Dagnabbit, this project will feel so exhausting.


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Wednesday, April 28, 2010

Good.

I didn't actually intend to make the connection, but I guess it was.
It now doesn't apply because you've moved to sadness instead of just anger. xD

Mua ha.. *Vanishes into Internet night*

Good.

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

Day 2 of WiiFit

Has the second day of working out always been the worst? Or will the third top it? XD
My wrist hurts! Along with several muscles!

Day 1 of WiiFit

Complete. Today's will begin shortly.

Sunday, April 25, 2010

Mahhhhhhh.

"I like when people are happy."
"See? That's what it's all about."

I like traffic guy. Today was a nice day. Half of it spent at home without any visitors and I did the majority of my math homework and then spent the last half of daylight with Shlebu. A nice balance. Wet suits + warm weather + trampoline = Time for cold pool -> Too cold.

I would happily jump in again though. On another unrelated note, I am going to dedicate this week to some working out so that I don't keep ballooning my stomach. I'm busy directly after school for Tuesday, Wednesday AND Thursday so I won't be visiting anyone on those days. Hopefully I won't have much homework because then I can focus on some physically healthy time to be spent. :)

It contents me to think "I'll just let things go how they go, and what happens will happen". Things happen, then other things happen and what happened before can't be changed. If what WILL happen leads to unforeseen happenings, then I suppose I'll just take a look. Things can't be that bad if I'm not planning them out. At least in terms of day-by-day life, not career and school-wise.

I'm not seeking (by the way) to become enviously thin. XD I like my flub, I just want to have a fit physique, because I am a strong and flexible individual - something I pride myself on. I want to portray that to others when they see me. EIGHTEEN PACK HERE I COME. Or not. XD

Saturday, April 24, 2010

Ah love stuff.

Not meant in the funny way. :P

Today was a fairly good day. I wonder what will happen tomorrow. And the next day.

Tuesday, April 20, 2010

HOORAH.

What am I doing? I'm acting okay because nothing has ended, and I have not gone back.
I feel okay being in the middle when I'm by myself, because the middle provokes no intense emotions. I'll figure something out soon I suppose...

Monday, April 19, 2010

Hi Brain.

I guess you didn't want me to sleep tonight. Thank-you. >.>


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Sunday, April 18, 2010

These aren't my glasses.

Life is good.

I look forward to tomorrow's field trip. Hopefully my group turns out the way I am partially imagining.

I like being your friend. Don't leave me hanging though.

I made a sandwich :).


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Friday, April 16, 2010

Ummmm, okay there. >.>


  • I wonder if I'm doing this to us O.o, or if there is actually anything at all.
  • Today was good for you - I enjoyed it lots! Or was that yesterday? No, today. :D
  • It sounded rude, wasn't intended to be. You could ask me yourself, I'm open to reply.
  • I had fun yesterday!

Side note, I don't want to get you out of my life >.> I'm simply offering you what I think would be healthy for your mind since your mind seems to be cluttered with repetative blah thoughts. I say this NOT TO OFFEND. I say it because it is my thoughts. On here I will state them.

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

You,

Are okay.

Try to avoid acting as you did please.

I love you.

I think that was your way of asking for plans yet keeping your uncaring persona up.

Sammm! I don't know. I enjoy you though.


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Tuesday, April 13, 2010

I FIGURED IT OUT! :D

Monday, April 12, 2010

I like snowboarding!

Saturday, April 10, 2010

I'll miss you!..

I know you're coming back, but I was really excited for this class to be special.
It'll still be fun and interesting, it just won't be what I thought it could be with you teaching it. Good luck all the same.

Hello, Brain.
What are you doing? I don't think you're super envious, just a bit ticked off. What are you doing in regards to him? You're happy? I think you are, but you feel like you want to reach for something - even though you know it isn't going to be the same. You do know that it is healthy to reach though. Huh. Not sure, are you? :P

Are you okay? :\

Thursday, April 8, 2010

Hurrah? =o

I don't know, I guess I kind of hesitate to feel happy with my mind because I liked where I was going with my thoughts before; but it's okay. I am still growing and being happy with having the same good thing is okay. I'm finding new ways to explore and build on myself so I'm okay for now.

  • You are good. Try to make it seem like you care, though.
  • You are good. Try to not sound controlling though, because you do.
  • You are good. Try to not let LOST take over too much of your brain. Kate will be okay.
  • You are good. Try to listen to your conscience. *Ahem*
  • You are good. Try to heal up in faster than 6 weeks because I miss you being able.
  • You are good. Try to sleep more.

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

DID YOU DELETE A BLOG ENTRY? FOOL I WANTED TO READ!

Why am I confused? This makes no sense. Which is why I am confused, I suppose.
Really, though. Currently: Healthy, happy, long-term is a for sure. Possibility: Sadness?, freedom to try, having to return if it goes that way.

I don't know. >.> -.-

Sunday, April 4, 2010

Hi.

Happy Easter Sunday :).

I had a nice one. A sleepover to ring it in and a nice day to take it out. I love you.

I don't like remembering that small reality.

It is a curiosity to me as to whether I'll feel anything about it.


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