I'm not on the offence...

No attack intended. Afact. Not attack.

Maybe not now, but if it ever affected more it'd be unfortunate.

I'm starting to feel I'm rubbing you the wrong way. Kind of unfortunate since the first time I did nothing and the second. Well.

HA HA HA. She is tempermental, but my sister is fuunnnnnyyyyyyyyy sometimes xD. Hoo boy. Cried a little on that one...


[Mobile]

Huh.

One joint affects the lungs as much as four cigarettes.


[Mobile]

Hum dee dum.

I have to wonder if you're talking to me?

Internet!

Your amount of not workingness the past 48 hours has been surprising.
You seem to be working now, so I will forgive you, seeing as you were trying very hard to work last night. xD

I think I'm paranoid,
bow bow bow, bow bow bow,
and complicatedddd.
Bow bow bow, bow bow bow,
I think I'm paranoiddd.

I can't get it out of my head.

It's not minor anymore. I just want you to stop completely.


[Mobile]

Reminder:

Soul mates.


[Mobile]

Okay.

"I still love you."

Good. I love you too.
This will be fine.

Ahh patience.

I wonder whot that was about? HMM!

Hmmm, I hope that you are not right, though I believe it could be true... That's a problem, and if it is true, it is a problem that makes me fairly sad to think about... It needs to be fixed, or - with this knowledge - I don't know how I feel about this... Please show me that you have some.

You. Oh boy. XD

Hah!

Good support. People tend to be happy FOR you, even if the source of happiness is not theirs.


~iPhone's BlogPress

Augh

I wish you didn't.



Ouch, mouth, stop hurting!

On another note...

This note is actually a lot like another note I've once played...

Why do those things bother me? I suppose that I like to have certain qualities to myself. When certain things are so specifically me-oriented, I think I become a bit sensitive to things. xP

Erp.

Ohhh a birdy just flew by my window :D
I already told you, and I am not bothering you about it. I'm just going to be there.



By the way, I love the show Reba. XD

Uh oh.

Don't want to start feeling lahk THIS again... It'll be no big deal. Just a silent annoyance that bothers no one but me :D.


~iPhone's BlogPress

Nooo!

Not my ouchy tooth!

I would rather that not happen to someone, but carelessness sometimes brings misfortune, I suppose it was your time to become afraid.
Too bad it happened at the worst of times, if none of it is a lie that is.

Ha ha / O_<.

Ohhh how you tear me between laughter and unimpressed!
I suppose you are lucky you are a funny man.


We will have good times, I've missed thee!

Hum!

I am self-diciplined, and I can do this!
And not that!
Dinner with Sam soon? Yes.
How will I survive with people wanting to cook things I adore suddenly now that I'm trying to be heatlhy... I may need to start IN a month. XD

Thank-you.

Both of you really make me feel like a nice person. I'm fairly sure that not everything I do has hidden rude meanings. Not all questions I ask are meant to protect myself and my belongings. Yes, I've asked for reasons such as that- but why assume and give me nowhere to go but a corner? I don't want to be Wah-wah-wah-I-never-get-my-way! girl, but sometimes when you both pull out your stuff it hurts my feelings.


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Why?

I must wonder how you can seemingly want to do something yet seem like doing it means I'll make you eat poo or something ridiculous like that!

The game is enjoyable. I won't be addicted like they are. So both of you- don't yell at me!


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I know, I know.

The game is enjoyable, what can I say? I have the perception of a piece of toast while I am playing but it is still fun... Sorry Shleb. I won't make my life go down the toilet. I only played once. :P

I am silent now.

• Call of Duty does not seem to be a game I will gain any skill in any time soon, although I had quite a bit of fun trying to play.
• In relation to the above comment - remember, life exists outside of that and your other hobby. Both hobbies allow no personal contact with yours truly. Do try to recall that a break from that will maybe welcome you back into loving times.
• Oh Physics, how you caught me off guard with the recoil velocity of a 5kg shot gun! OH HOW YOU CAUGHT ME OFF GUARD! I hope I did well on most of the other questions, I want an A badly but I know in order to truly be frustrated if I don't get one, I must TRULY focus on my studying and learn to be a good studier. Currently, I am not a "hardcore" one; and I would very much like to be.
• Spanish oral, I WILL do well. I must. I hope I do. I must. I will.
• Driving lesson tomorrow morning, I hope that you go well. I am confident in my ability to drive and it will hopefully show. I must try not to be nervous and I must remember my shoulder checks and mirror checks! One hour, I wish for no stress.
• No worries, I'm not your teacher. No more from me, lady.
• I do not have it in me (that I know of) to seek revenge on you - but if you choose to make a very idiotic move on someone within my circle of care, I'll Mom you up, fool.

I can promise you this,

I am not wanting to be the annoying one at all. I want to help. Sometimes I repeat myself and it sounds irritating but it's because I don't know how else to help. I tell everyone that it's your life and I understand it. I suppose I'm trying to shield you from the worst hat hasn't happened yet. I'll stop.


~iPhone's BlogPress

Well well well!

A brave evening for Katie, I do say! I asked questions that I didn't want to and received answers that I wanted to, but was not completely contented. You'll figure it out.

On another note that isn't of greater happines, I talked to someone, and he knows things about what you kind of already know about. I don't want you to be fooled.


PHYSICS TOMORROWWW! I hope I do well ^_^... I may not, but I really want to get an A.
Oh, I need to make my Spanish oral...

Alrighty,

I try not to do that kind of stuff, you say yuh don't like it but you tend to be doing it a lot lately x). Although, I do wish that I was not so sensitive to it.


Oh well. I'll be content.

Short blogs,

I don't find them fun XD.



I wish that every blog I followed was something that I knew something about and I could actually follow along and guess at what and who the people are talking about. I do enjoy that kind of thing... I don't much enjoy guessing games, but guessing can be fun.



My opinion on the full body scanners (airports): Yes! They are an expensive and really important item to have at the airport. The fact that someone chose Christmas to try to bomb a plane was a much needed kick in the butt, and the U.S. was correct to step forward and do this. People that are scanned will not be viewed (the images are virtual, not real naked pictures of you, by the way) by the entire airport, just by professional officials. While it may be a bit awkward, there are so many dangers already and I think this is just one way to cause a level of safety to be reached - as controversial as it may be.



I've decided that while I don't think I could have the same kind of fun I desire, I will participate regardless. I want to continue making my mark in that area, and this will just be a way for me to regress back to when I was involved! I look forward to it, although I do need some friends to enjoy it at all... ^.^

• Hope you are okay.


• I enjoy you! Thursday!


• Glad to see you are coming through. That we are!


• Several people: I need visit time.


• Daddyyyyyy I miss you!

I feel a need

to be off of the computer more.

Nada.

I'll do what I can. It's up to you though. I believe all of this is telling you to shine on your own.
Today SB gave good advice that I will try to keep in mind all of the time. I think I'm inching towards living that way already. Cheers, good night!


~iPhone's BlogPress

Raaahhh,

I wish people would post more frequently so that I had more bedtime stories to read and decipher before going to sleep. :P

- Glad to see you're kind of coming around. I still love you ^.^
- Hope that this doesn't drag on, and something happens in your head.
- I am not your slave!
- Wii Fit, Wii Fit, Wii Fit! I didn't do it too intensively tonight...
- Should I sleep at 11 or 10ish tonight?
- The Social Studies project makes me sad to think about....
- Oohh I want to know how we did on that quiz/test thing! :O
- Hopefully... You get over the little things, because I'm not willing to go back into being tag-teamed every day, and every night before bed.

Good,

I am glad you can joke about it while you have more friends over to distract you.


We will get over this if you try. YOU.

On the mind,

• I can be annoyed, but I still really want to visit. However, the break should be que bueno if you choose to make it that way. I'm sure you won't bother thinking about it for another day or so until he leaves, though - him going over means I'm just someone who doesn't get the jokes, even if my calls are welcome.
• As incredibly frustrated as I feel about that one small thing... I miss you. >.<>

PS,

I'm annoyed more than I let on -
I just find I'll be looked at badly if you knew how often I felt disappointment.

I do say,

That was a fine sleepover! Rather successful in terms of amusement and chat time. Another success would be driving... You drove - FINALLY! And I helped :D. Perhaps after a few more times such as that, you will become more confident and be able to venture to a few public roads in the future.

Don't get so excited about that stuff. You're stuck in that hopeful "please be him!" phase, and while you want to make it go away, you also leave the room for it to turn into something when right now you've agreed to NOT let anything happen for awhile. Just let it be, and be excited when Sam or myself talks to you instead. We like to think that we are exciting sometimes, too B). It's worse that you also know what he wants, has done, and is capable of pulling on you... You are just kind, and like myself, give him the leeway he needs to constantly re-enter your mind. Let the past take care of what your "no, don't think about him" thoughts can not.

Dear Sleep,

Why do you leave me with so much tossing and turning when all I want is to rest peacefully with you? I don't feel unrested, but I also don't need to work out while I'm trying to power up for another day. I also don't need to wake up reminded of my thoughts before I fell asleep. Rawr. =)

-

Please. Much love. I love you. Te amo. This is not any kind of end, it's just a bump. Let's get over it okay? <3


~iPhone's BlogPress

Piano belt

- Oh. My. Goodness!
SHOCKING. I am glad you have faith that stale-ness is not lasting for us, but how can I feel progress, and how can you possibly make any, if THAT is going to be how you handle the aftermath of what I brought up as a serious topic, which is a step for me, since I'm not one to bring up that kind of thing because it has a negative kind of connotation... However, you are currently being a negative connotation - BUCK UP, KIDDO - because I love you!

- I AM GLAD WE ARE FRIENDS! While there are sometimes spaces where similarities do not appear, we do agree on many logical things, mostly, and even when we don't, I still find happiness in knowing I have you to talk to. Thanks!

- I've told you all that I can tell you for the time being, please take my advice, let your feelings mean nothing important. They aren't until you know enough about what could be, what has been, and what you know still isn't gone FROM what has been. You don't know what you want, and while not everyone dives into things knowing what they want, I think that you need more time to clear your head. You have a drive for what you want in this situation, and you can't let that lead you into something else that is barely any time after the last one... Again. It was way too hard for you last time, it'll be worse this time because of the value of him, and the way that HE has acted, is acting... Don't jump in.

- AND YOU. Please, stop setting me up to ask about your hidden half-life which you are completely unwilling to disclose ANY sort of information about. I want to be your friend, I have always held some sort of value in our friendship, but it is impossible to feel close to you when something you have with you all the time, set in front of me, act out in front of me, hint about with me, have me ask about, is something that I am absolutely not allowed to know about. For it is of the upmost importance to you, and as your best friend I can not help, despite me witnessing it bring you some level of unhappiness. Holy cow.

Yes!

You were optimistic and didn't say probably or I dunno or idk! Such a simple "Yes" can mean a lot- :D

Ahem. XD


~iPhone's BlogPress

Relief, or not...

I'm glad that it's out in the open,
glad you agree, but are happy to stay,
now what do we do? Wait.
Yes, I do believe that'll do.
Let it flow for a while.

Oh, and by the way,

WHERE ARE ALL OF MY NEW BLOGS TO READ?!o.o
I have had one in recent days, but that is really it... I want people to pour their minds out :D. Only if they want to I suppose, though... =) I like that happy face.

Dagnabbit,

Why must you tell us all about it, yet tell us nothing at all?

I feel concerned, but I don't know what to be concerned about. >.>


_________________



Don't leave me hanging - be loving, act youthful, and please enjoy me.
More than you are acting out at the moment! I'd appreciate it.


_________________


We rock. B)


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I hope that everything works out okay in Yearbook and Photography. I don't need my Photography to suffer because Yearbook stuff falls behind so much... I will try to uphold both. More pictures must be taken, but with darkness falling by 4:30 already, it is irritating to try to go out to get good ones -__-.

Whoa,

I actually jumped. I felt foolish but rocked out- I did not regret it. I had a lot of fun. Empowering for someone who rarely listens to music. Seeing it live is just better. I hear ringing in my ears, and the flames were really hot- but WOO. Three Days Grace, I know Vancouver wasn't REALLY better than the rest of Canada, but thanks anyways :).


~iPhone's BlogPress

Okay,

MAN UP. Don't be a jerk.


~iPhone's BlogPress

NO,

Bad sleep thoughts need to get out of my head!
OUT.


I won't tolerate feeling that this is inadequate, because it is not.
I LOVE YOU.

It's odd,

I somehow feel that it's happened to me in a mild sense. I don't even know you, but I feel this excitement and nervousness at the same time. It's odd, as I said.

Yes, it is hard, but please give yourself MORE space. Otherwise you will, enjoy, think, regret. It is not my life, so I can't say what you're doing is wrong, but if you are trying to move on, then I don't think it is a good idea... If neither of you are willing or going to try, then I do not think it really matters, and you can continue =p.

Yay! I am glad to know you are on a track to somewhere happy, and I really do hope that it lasts, becuase you are super important to me and I look forward to seeing how this turns out, if it is for the better that is. :)

_____________________________


Three Days Grace concert is tomorrow night! Hopefully it shall be a good time. I have never been on the floor of a concert before, so it shall be a very new experience... I am a bit nervous for how my legs will hold out, and for the people I will find there. :P

It really isn't that bad,

I just wish that we could have had a more successful anniversary!

Sickness strikes again, 11 months later... Just to fool with my wish to be with you! How curel. I've been sick twice already in the past year, I do not need this craziness again.

________


Alright, this Photography project... I find that the "Places" category is confusing, what qualifies as a "place"? I can not do too much travelling to find various places of much variety... Especially with being at school during class, so I can't go anywhere... Grr. I shall try to capture some different locations on the property at home and school I suppose. I think I shall enjoy "People" and "Things", though I will be very tempted to do Macro for almost everything. I must think about my elements and principles of design...

Side note: People who shoot at the good people in movies always (99.9% of the time) have bad aim. Very conveniently. OR! The truck full of comfortable/soft (insert object here) comes beneath them to allow the good guys to fall into it from the height they are INconveniently hanging from!

Hm,

So are you done feeling for her now?

Seems like it never happened. Weird. xD

Sniffle,

I do enjoy Friends!

• Hope you're having a good time at a dog's birthday party. XD
• You should not flip flop so extremely! It confuses me. :P
• ...... Goga pants? Really Old Navy? "INSTANT YOGA BUTT!"
• I'm scared for Yearbook, but I think we can do it...

Ughh,

I'm sickkkk! I feel as though I am dehydrated again.

It kind of feels like exiting the oral surgeon's office that day, when I had to be helped to the vehicle, except not quite that bad xD.


Rawr, no working for me today, just in case...

I'm happy for you,

Thumbs up for yay-ness!

_________________________


Wishful thinking currently hopes for less. Which is really more.

If it helps,

Um, I have liked you all the time regardless...




And... Whew, that was uncalled for. :P I can promise you that the world is not against you just because we decided to be. We didn't... It's just a feeling you get I guess, that sometimes is - in reality - nothing at all, or an accident, and sometimes is provoked by... Well. :P

Books like that,

They make me very sad and happy at the same time, I find it is a nice combination :).

I am glad to have read the book, it makes me want to continue being nice and make an effort to be even better. I've tried, and many have shrugged me off as odd, but I'm sure they will come to appreciate it.




For Marty!
RIP

Good evening,

The show was very dandy, another headache tonight though... Why only into the evenings?

I'll need to tell work I won't be doing the shift tomorrow, and this weekend feels like a weekend to relax... I want to do stuff, but I feel as though I need to take a break... Erghh.

Whew,

That was not an easy get-out-of-bed.

Whoa there,

Don't go too crazy.


_____________


Work was not bad, came home feeling kind of poo, but I will sleep soon and that will go away.
Good night. :P

To me,

"You think you're all that, and you're not."

OHHHHH that grinds my gears. 5 minutes and I've been tag-teamed again!
No, I was not acting incredibly inviting, could that be because I told you several times within two minutes over 2 hours ago that I probably would NOT feel like doing anything?

Reflecting on 2 minutes ago, perhaps playing would not have been so bad, but since I ruin everything by talking and being a snobby, rude, obnoxious person... I suppose that won't be happening.
Hm.

Hm,

I want my blog to be different, because the background and spread-outness of the other one was bothering me.
However, this template involves proper nouns being lower-cased, and I have a problem with that. Everything else is good, though! Que bueno for the condensed-ness of my blogs/comments/titles... Ohh the contemplation I shall face!
While I do not enjoy improper grammar, lower case letters look nice sometimes, in certain ways of computer 'writings'; but I don't know how I feel about my main title "K" being lower-cased against my wishes.

A constant thought,

I do find myself wondering on a frequent basis why it is I have such strong feelings towards certain things. My morals are so strong they annoy others at times - how very inconvenient that everyone involved becomes caught in a cycle of botheredness.

The truth of the matter is it can not be helped. The feelings - if some of you will choose to believe it - sometimes pass me by, and I don't feel as annoyed, or feel that way at all. A shocker indeed :P... At those times I find myself thinking about it, and those frustrations return, minor at times, becuase I don't want to be used to it. I wish I could see other people's friends through their eyes, because I'm sure they are unique as well, but I often feel mine are especially so, above average in the most unaverage of ways. It causes a desire to see them stay in line and stay away from the typical. 'Tis always a frustration to discover they can be very unique and very status quo at the same time.

___________________________________________________


ANYWAYS! With that out of the way, the first day returning to school has proved to be a nice one. It was not overly slow, and did not result in a pile of homework.
I am scared for second semester's work, because this semester has been FAIRLY relaxing, not entirely, but it has not been a constant workload, and I fear Math and English will ruin that :P. I can deal with it though, because I can turn my studious pride into happy work time.

Slightly connected to the first half of this in an unseen way, ohhhh my goodness. What will you do when you can no longer hate that individual because you are constantly around them? Talk about how great it is to be free? How horrible it WAS? I don't think I hate anyone because hating is a bit of an obsession, and it is very cruel to say one hates something, let alone another person. You seem to be a bit obsessed dear person. xD Just be calm!

Oh me,

Oh my! There's always something.

For,

Aunty Barbie, My grandpa, Nancicle




~iPhone's BlogPress

Well,

I can't remember what I had to say!


Oh right, I have to start writing /10 when I put the date on my papers now! :O

I've decided,

I am okay with school coming back, I feel a bit excited for some reason. XD


Also, I enjoy beginning my blogs as though addressing them to someone in letter format.

Sigh,

A day of required nothingness. I don't know if I like it or not. My mind was set on doing something with someone.

About that,

I didn't deserve that response when I hadn't known anything yet :P.


~iPhone's BlogPress

A reminder for self,

"You are the only one who can make you upset.

Don't be influenced by other's manipulative emotions."

Off to the mountain,

Another day of snowboarding - please let the mild rain up there mixed with snow turn into all snow!

I'll talk to YOU later today, don't be that way.

Sam,

I want a bagel.


In other areas of thought:

• Ow. My side.
• I think you do, and it's like hanging a bagel in front of me. With cream cheese on it.
• Please, let tomorrow work out.
• Sometimes, even though I enjoy school more than the average folk, I feel hurt when I think of the freedom I lose. However, maybe the schedule will be nice again. As soon as I step in the doors, I forget I ever had a break at all.

Dear Beginning of 2010,

Oh boy. :P


~iPhone's BlogPress

Moop.

I'd like to be removed from that. :P

Golly. A new year leaves one hungry. Good morning all.


~iPhone's BlogPress

To you-

I love you, too. You're the best in the west.


~iPhone's BlogPress