Blah. I miss you.

I am not downish because you're gone, I just feel... Ugh.
It's not completely unknown as to why either, which is nice.
Currently, I feel out of touch. The weekend has made me feel
out of it. Going back tomorrow will be nice. I can work on the
project, I can get the trial over with, I can find out from my
teachers what work I might be missing if I go camping.
Friday will probably be fun. I look forward to that.
I need to keep the fact strong in my mind that I
am not responsible for everyone's happiness.
Mostly by everyone, I refer to you alone.
The guilt I feel for being unavailable
should not be there. If our love is
good then you'll just be happy
knowing we will soon see
each other. Right? Yes.
I'm off now. Adios.