an uppercase outlook,

• I do not wish for it to be you but I sense that it is... It is starting to seem like you.
• Still feeling unable to go through with anything. I believe I'll just coast through the year with this mindset and let myself be worry-free in that aspect.
• It is weird that I have changed so much from how I used to be with you. Well, not so much, but now I am the closed-off one.
• How can I still feel so eager to have space? My brain is so confusing. xD