Completely random and unidentifiable people:

• You look so withdrawn, and nice.
• I enjoy your enthusiasm whenever we speak and greet one another
• Your smile and eyes are so jolly!
• Thanks for being kind and recognizing me.
• You should stop slouching so your puppy dog face is more notable xD

• I do not wish for it to be you but I sense that it is... It is starting to seem like you.
• Still feeling unable to go through with anything. I believe I'll just coast through the year with this mindset and let myself be worry-free in that aspect.
• It is weird that I have changed so much from how I used to be with you. Well, not so much, but now I am the closed-off one.
• How can I still feel so eager to have space? My brain is so confusing. xD

• I do like you, I just have mixed feelings about your consideration for others' feelings.
• Child, why doth thou have someone?!
• For some reason, despite not wanting it myself, I don't want you to.. 'win'.
• It was nice to speak with you today even if you resorted to targeting my sensitive spots after awhile. xD
• TRA LA LA.

Do you think it would be possible... To one time not make it clear what you know, but to instead just greet someone happily? Or offer a compliment selflessly?

It would be nice. :P

I'm glad that you are proud of my new people meeting.

I am pleased with it as well. I have not been so open to making so many new friends in a long time. It is exciting and I no longer feel sadness about what happened. There is only the awkward eye contact that leaves me feeling as though I should say something but not feeling it is right to do so at the same time.

Option-weighing...

One always weighs in bettar, silly mental state.

Gah.

It is so irksome being torn between two things when one seems so obviously better than the other!

Huh.

That was a really enjoyable dream. A bit weird, but enjoyable.

ON ANOTHER NOTE -

... What are you doing? You're being different. :P

It feels more real now.

On another note, I am feeling content.

Difficulty is strengthening, mon.

It is funny you would say that.

Whenever I finally decide to vent about something it becomes irrational to nearly everyone xD. I completely understand that difficulties exist beyond my control, and that what I do doesn't go un-noticed, but it just.. Nothing! I do not ever know what I am trying to justify in the end. SIGH. Irony.

The comment I made was not directed at just one or two people. I feel like I want to go off by myself or something. I don't know. I'm in a weird mood. :P

I do, of course, feel for the way I act, but for some reason that particular swing really got me going.

Ohmagosh.

Such inconsistencies are frustrating. Perhaps the bounce-back comes when it is realized that what happened wasn't.. Just.

So, it would seem you have started talking to me a lot. Is there a reason for this? If you're going to continue you had better be nice. I'm not going to give you much slack for things that aren't tolerable to me anymore.

I suddenly feel okay! Excellent.

It's come to my attention that people don't tend to hold conversations with strangers for very long, so I will have to fix this in order to satisfy my appetite for making a new friend. I'll get one of those shirts from work and use to to make ironic conversation.