Whew. Much, much better.

This can last. I finally settled how I feel.

• I love you. You didn't do anything so I had no basis on which to base my decision. So I changed it back.
• I've allowed myself to be freed of a LOT of my envy. Thanks self and thank YOU for always being trusting.
• Those thoughts can be safely tucked away and we may continue doing this.
• If anything is going to be made to make a decision about it hasn't happened yet so I'm not going to panic until it does. For now, I will just be and be happy.

Que sirah sirah.