GET OUT, DREAMS.

Not quite the hand holding I had in mind but it is close enough xD.

Another low swing of my caring. Two more weeks then I can maybe find a new friend to liven things up.

That was to be expected. It wasn't as disappointing as I thought; it simply brought the wondering to a momentary halt.

I am still curious about why you had that brief period of treating me like an equal, but some thoughts can now rest.

School will hold good things for me - especially if her friends will be going there (hallelujah).

So, oh, dysfunctional.

Dagnabbit. Now you might be all.. Well, I guess it is my doing.

Heh heh heh.

What an excellent day this was!

Such simple things put me in such high spirits!

Another wave of contentment.

I like you, though.

As happy as I am, it's hard to shake the feeling when I'm alone that I wish someone wished I was with them for a hug.

I think I am in love with hugs and not people. XD

You shouldn't have said anything if you didn't want to do anything.

So much to gain but you are slowly becoming unimpressive. That's too bad.

Siiiiiiiiiigh!

Dear Samantha and Shelby,

Your names feel and look so natural to me now, it is a wonderful feeling. They are pretty names and when I see them they look safe and secure and that is because they are smothered in love and that is great. Perhaps our dynamics are a bit off between the three of us at times, but both of you mean so much to me and I feel so sure that nothing can break what is already shared between us. Feeling a bit melodramatic at the moment, but I felt you two should know that we are those friends that will simply and inevitably be stuck together for the rest of our lives. I do not mean stuck as in forced to be together, but actually stuck by some sort of substance or force or something of those natures that makes life feel wrong without having you in it. I do not necessarily speak of us as a tri-force, but this is me speaking to both of you from my perspective. Basically... I love you. Que sera sera.

People changing their minds quickly frustrated me often.

I just want a hug!

• I'm not so sure you are everything I had you pegged to be!
• Such a disappointmentttttt.
• Such a relieeeefffff.
• I am ready for this week to be behind me.
• Thanks for being there.
• WOO. ACCEPTANCE.
• I want hugs.